I’m such a fuck up, why is it no matter how hard I try I manage to let everyone down. My family, my friends, myself, people I don’t know yet and people that I’ll never know because of how shitty I come off as. Now you’re not here and there’s no second chances. Why do I always need a second chance?
the second day is worse than the first. so used to waking up to a fresh slate but i guess some things never change while we sleep. i really wish they did.